I always told Greg that I won’t marry him (while being) fat. Sadly, I think that may be the case. Even though I have been working out I can’t seem to curb my impulse eating. I do good for a week and fall off the wagon. Repeat. So I have been maintaining weight for the last 3 months! Argh. So frustrating. I need to embrace healthy portions and say no to fried foods and sweets. If I can’t be content with one piece of chocolate then maybe I need to not eat it at all. Well, at least until after the wedding. I don’t want to be fat on my wedding day. I want to be fit. Not super toned, muscular or anything super out-of-reach. Just fit. Being fit makes me think of confidence and that’s what I want to feel that day.